Don't know if I love you

There are lots of things that I don't know myself. I tell my friends that I still like you, liked you for about 4 years already. But when I think deeply about it myself. I feel confused, cause I don't know if I still like/love you. There's a word that I think it's true. "Liking someone is easy, but falling in love. Maintaining the love, I still will never learn how" Yea...... I like you, that's true. For 4 years now, but is it just normal friend's like or love like? Let's just see in 2 years time later.

Falling in love with this song



This too... made me think about love.. do I love her?

Fate? I'm stupid

Today, this morning, I met her, suddenly! I thought I see wrong people, cause didn't see her face... And then... bomb o.o! It's her, I was shocked.

I think it's fate o.o?? But I'm too stupid to trust that kind of thing.. Let me tell you why I think it's fate.
Cause after came back from PLKN, I always late sleep late wake up, around 4-5A.M. just sleep and 2-4P.M. just wake up,
So today, I got things to do this morning so I need to wake up around 9.00A.M. Very early for me Z_z.
So I followed my mom, then suddenly she say want go eat chicken rice bo o.o, so we go eat chicken rice lo.
I saw toto shop, so I suddenly got a feeling want to buy, don't know why @@, so I walk go toto shop then BOMB! Saw her O.O!
So.. I =.=.. stupid
So.. I ... think.. it's...... fate o.o????? No no... that's stupid

How can you just break my hurt and say goodbye?

23/03/2011, SPM results released. The day that I take result.

Hello !! As stated title above, today is the day I take my SPM results. I'm quite satisfied with my results, cause there is no G. I will start my story now.

9.20A.M.
I receive a message from Sim. Luckily he message me or else I wouldn't wake up cause I closed my alarm which I activate and put it to ring on 9.00A.M. I quickly get ready and prepare.

9.40A.M.
I'm ready and call Sim to come and pick me

9.46A.M.
He arrive and picked me, we goes to Ley Pui house to pick her.

10.00A.M.
After picking Ley pui, we go and pick Goh. After picking her, we goes to school to get results

10.13A.M.
Arrived at school, met Wei ping outside the school gate, talked to him and walked in together. First I met my science teacher, asked me how was my result. I replied that I haven't take my result yet. After taking the result, I was surprised that my science got A-... I thought my english would get A but disappointedly it get B. I showed my science to my science teacher, she was happy and smile. Then we walk into the koperasi to take sijil berhenti.. but it is crowded and full of SPM candicates.

11.11A.M.
I suggest Sim to go and eat then get back to school to get sijil berhenti cause I'm tired of waiting and it's hot and crowded inside. We then drive to Chung hua to eat. After eating a few minutes later Wei ping and the others came and join us. After I ate finish, Sim and I drive back to st.joe to get sijil berhenti. I met some old friends and yeah I am happy to see them =D. Then take sijil berhenti we go back to chung hua, when arrived at chung hua, Ley pui and the others missing. Then I call them and they say they at parkson.. so we drive to parkson, I still thought want to drink and talk with uncle, haha

12.00P.M.-4.00P.M.
Arrived at parkson, met them, say wan watch movie then suddenly nobody wanna watch.. quite disappointed, cause I wanted to watch "I am number four" very much.. so change to play bowling lu... then play bowling accidentally broke my nail.. so, no mood.. then after play meet some groups of friend again.. talk awhile den walk walk, go lim teh, then walk again, then go back home.

4.30P.M.-6.00P.M.
Sim and me go to boulevard.. bored bored.. play tekken then back home, eat, talk about results with family. I'm satisfiy, and bla bla study bla..

8.00P.M.
Ming ask go lim teh, so I with Sim go out, first go boulevard tekken again... then play play, at first say wan go ah tao... then suddenly change to A-One... then drink and eat eat.. so then finish eat and drink go back home.. and then just like that..

Thats all for the day, tiring day..

Valentine's Day!

Hey everybody, it's 14th february today! Yes!!! No need celebrate, haha! My friend who is celebrating wish them happy with their partner forever ba.

Woo, haha. Yesterday 13th outing with friend to buy valentine things, see so many things lo. The flower so expensive eh, RM15 for one? I can go eat McDonald liao la! My friend still say wan buy flower =,=, so expensive. But at last he didn't buy, he buy chocolate instead =D. Anyway, I curi-curi learn some skills, wahaha. And outing time go parkson so many couple =,=, mostly some got bear bear on their hand or flowers. Ah, kawanku all have partner. Abit envy haha! But nevermind, solo first! Cause I no $$ to support if got T.T!

I don't know should happy or sad.

Well.. it's been so long I didn't update my blog, cause.. after something happen just make me very sad. And now I know something, made me more sad.. but CNY is getting closer, and I'm trying to be happy. Everyday open facebook sure will view "you".. aduu

Anyway guys! It's getting closer to CNY! Few more days I think? Hahaha! Be happy and enjoy the new year!

It's not easy to forget someone.. Especially when you miss that someone.

It's not easy to forget someone, especially when you miss her/him. Thank you.. I wish that next year you are happy with your life too. Study hard and smart OK? Cause, SPM you have to pass sejarah to get certificate. I think so.. I guess we will never be together, haha... But I hope we are still friend. And remember, I will be there if you needed me =D